Ok,how long from i last time write something here in English? I have all ready forgotten.Hmmmmmm....There were some snow in the morning.So Elle asked me not go out today...I didn't know what can i do all the day,for the time and my stomache.Because every vacation or every time i stay at home along,i don't like eat sth.Then i choose see <gossip girl>all day long.I finished the first season.

My BF thought that's a boring show,but i like it! It brought me thinking a lot of things.Such as from a good girl to a bad girl.This not means i'll.But in fact,sometime i thought about if i was a bad girl.Wearing sexy dress,moving sexy feet,making up sexy...or other things.May be not show those to other people,i just want to .....you know ...more sexy.I don't know what i am talk about.And the only thing i thought boring is sleeping with the best friend's boy(or girl).That is such horrible !!

Seeing a American show all day long led me want to say sth in English. I think it's good for me.

About <gossip girl> :I think B is more beautiful than S.I like this"A nation can not have two queens...." And although he is such a shit,the most pretty boy is chuck.Dan is the perfect guy for a date,but like his dad,he is not the one for marry.I don't like Jenny,but she is all right,not like Elle told me.About Nate...Why not he forgive B as B to him?! B forgave him because she loved him. Why can't he do the same? Just because he is a boy? That's not fair!! I can't believe they are teenger like me....I mean they looked ripe...I don't look for at web,look at the right pic,do you believe she just older than me 1 year?

I bought a cup for my BF.Hope he like it...And i gonna be think about bringing what for my mum from HK...XOXO...

快乐着的人可以写出忧伤的文字么？

忧伤着的人可以写出快乐的文字么？

快乐着的人可以理解忧伤着的人的文字么？

忧伤着的人可以理解快乐着的人的文字么？

快乐着的人可以看出忧伤的文字并不忧伤么？

忧伤着的人可以看出快乐的文字并不快乐么？

有的时候

快乐的人并不快乐

忧伤的也并不忧伤

人们总是在寻找快乐

也总是在自我怜悯 自我哀伤

经常听到

我是世界上最快乐的人 我是世界上最悲惨的人

你真的是世界上最快乐的人么？

你真的是世界上最悲惨的人么？

你不是 我也不是

只是心里有个坎 永远都过不去

于是

快乐的人继续快乐着

哀伤的人继续哀伤着

这不是命运 而是你自己的内心